No regrets.... T_T

I tried to tell you face to face when I were spending time with you.. But All I did was just stare at you...All  I did was just stare.. How could I be so stupid.. Now I don't know when I can stare at you face to face anymore... I'm not sure when I can tell you I love You face to face anymore... But what I told you online is the truth... Whether you believe or not.. Or you pretend not to know.. I really have no idea what to do anymore.. But if I don't tell I might end up regretting it for th rest of my life and I wouldn't wanna regret that... I'm have regret quite a few thing I did and didn't do for a long logn time,... I wouldn't want loving you be a regret cos I was being a chicken... I really do Love you.. but if you don't accept me.. I'll accept the truth.. Its ok.. Then we will remain my brother.... Thats all..... I'm relieved I said it.. But I still am scared of your decision.. I swallowed my pride and said I lvoe you.. thats all that matters now.... T_T