Leaving............

I'll be leaving soon... Soon you don't have to see me anymore.. Soon enough you will forget me... Soon I'll only be apart of a memory that can easily be forgotten or a nightmare.. I don't know how you feel about me or do you even feel anything for me... But all I can say is I do have feelings for you.. Once I thought I only cared for you like a brother.. But I'm wrong... I'm concerned of your well being and everything you do... Even now I'm worried bout you no matter how much I try to forget you, I will dream of you.. It might just be stupid of me... But I can't sleep anymore.. I keep thinking bout.. I can't sleep till I get answer i guess.... But I already know the answer why am I still lying to myself and giving myself hope? If you would have wanted to say yes... You would have done it a long time ago... But I'm kinda stupid enough to still be bothered to miss you.. A crazy enough person to acquire insomnia because of you... I am crazy... Once college life starts, I hope I don't get messed up anymore.. i hoe to be more organized.. I don't think I'll ever get to see you anytime soon after this friday...  after that.. it will be hard for me to see you if I don't arrange it on purpose... If I'm wrong... then.., I'll leave everything to fate.. Let fate lead me to my destiny in this unforgiving world....