Friday, January 27, 2012

100 Truths!!

This is the 100 truths game that I found in my friend's blog... FOund it quite interesting and thought of trying it out myself. To see if there is anything I could not remember...
 
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: 2 Tone Mocktail from dinner at Lavazza Cafe... ^^
2. Last phone call: Ee Khin.. LOL... ask him if he's going for sheau huei's CNY steamboat tml.
3. Last text message: Chee lee.. LOL... ASk if I need to fetch him for the steeamboat tml.. haha..
4. Last song you listened to: You Make Me Wanna by Blue

5. Last time you cried: A day before my Edexcel exams.. 8/1/2012 but i grew up a lot since then...
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: NO!! Won't be so stupid to date the wrong person twice!
7. Been cheated on: Too MANY times.. So disappointed and so stressed already....
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope.. NEVER kissed anyone at all!! SAving it for the right duat

9. Lost someone special: Yes!! OBviously from so many posts... He changed so much in a short time.. I miss him lots.. But how do i tell him?
10. Been depressed: Depressed all month due to the freaking exams... 
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never got drunk cos i never drank much....
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Navy blue
13. Black
14. Purple
LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend: I made super lots of friends in MCKL!! ^^
16. Fallen out of love: Not really.. fell in love but not loved back... ><
17. Laughed until you cried: Laughed a lot.. but not till I cried... But till my stomach hurt soooo much.
18. Met someone who changed you: Met God in a whole new different perspective and he changed me.. like a lot!
19. Found out who your true friends were: Of course ya... 
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Kind annoyed but anyway if thre is something about me to talk about means they find me a competition..... LOL.. and felt challenged by me. ^^
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope... none...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: more than 70% of them. The rest was added like when i was form 3 and i dint noe who i added...
23. How many kids do you want to have: err... 2-3 would be nice.. Small and warm family.. ^^
24. Do you have any pets: Yeap.. my doggie daisy.. ^^ dumb dog that barks all the time...
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope.. I like my name.. ^^
26. What did you do for your last birthday: LUnch and movie with friends.. =)
27. What time did you wake up today: 5.30am.. ><
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Facebook!!!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: An AWESOME DOCTOR...! to help everyone if i can.. 
30. Last time you saw your Mother: An hour ago where she told me to go to bed early..!
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My super nervousness in playing the piano in front of a crowd and to be a better person!
32. What are you listening to right now:If I die young, cover by sam tsui...
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Not otm.. but tommy yea... LOL
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: My stupidity and immatureness..
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook Lol... ^^
36. Whats your real name: Pauline Chen Poh Ling ^^
37. Nicknames: Pau.. ><
38. Relationship Status: Single and available.. LOL
39. Zodiac sign: Gemini
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: Tadika Miki.. ^^
42. Middle School?: SK Taman Cuepacs
43. High school/college?: SMK Perimbun / Methodist COllege Kuala Lumpur
44. Hair colour: Black with little of my gold-brown highlight left.. >,<
45. Long or short: long.. ^^
46. Height: +-151cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yeapzzz..
48: What do you like about yourself?: Open and able to speak to random people with no problem..^^
49. Piercings: yea.. on my ears.. where else could I put on earrings?
50. Tattoos: NEVER!!! so painful and wat's the point?
51. Righty or lefty: Righty dear.. ^^
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: NONE!! if stitches is considered den 11 years ago..
53. First piercing: not sure.. 9 yrs ago i guess?
54. First best friend: Woon Chui Peng.. xD
55. First sport you joined: Badminton.. =)
56. First vacation: Sydney, Australia
58. First pair of trainers: hmm.. i guys my first pair of trainers were the ones i wore in primary one.. ^^
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Sweets.. ^^
60. Drinking: Water.. ^^
61. I'm about to: Sleep.. so sleepy... ><
62. Listening to: OBVIOUS - Westlife
63. Waiting on: Someone to come online... 
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yea...
65. Get Married?: of course~
66. Career? : Professor , Doctor(surgeon) of Cardio surgery..
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes... ^^
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs.. warm and inviting.. make me feel so comfortable..
69. Shorter or taller: taller...
70. Older or Younger: older..
71. Romantic or spontaneous:romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant.. 
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope! == NEVER!
77. Drank hard liquor: Its not easy to drinka nd its disgusting...
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yea.. dropped my contacts while jungle trekking. @.@
79. Sex on first date: No! NEVER! Its against everything I was brought up with..
80. Broken someone's heart : yes~ i feel so bad even till today><
82. Been arrested: No......
83. Turned someone down: yea... so awful of  me.. ><
84. Cried when someone died: YES.. When my dad passed away.. ><
85. Fallen for a friend?: Ya... ><
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: No! I doubt myself a lot...
87. Miracles: sort of...
88. Love at first sight: NOPE~
89. Heaven: YES.. OBVIOUSLY!
90. Santa Claus: NOPE.. Its just a tale... made up.. unreal!
91. Kiss on the first date: nope~
92. Angels: YES!!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.. never cheat..
95. Did you sing today?: yea.. during worship!!
96. Ever cheated on somebody? : Cheated somebody but not on somebody.. loyal to all relationship.
97. If you could go back in time what will you do? : I wanna change my decision to enter march intake... I should've entered july intake.. ><
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: December 16th.. ^^ PENANG!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yea.. because I'm too afraid to get hurt again... I afraid to be cheated on again. I cant help it and I cant control it.. 
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: YES! It came out from my heart and is nth but the truth..

This post reminds me of painful and happy moments... But the fact that I have to type the memories out are such a breakthrough for me.. I never wanted to remember the painful past... ><

Saturday, January 21, 2012

2012... ^^

My first post about my 2012 beginning.. hehehe.. ^^ I've been soo super busy I didn't have time blog.. so sorry ya... ^^
A day before the end of 2011, on 31st Dec 2011, I've spent my whole day with a group of my best friends.... We watched a not so nice movie.... But at least we watched it together.. Then we decided to go I-city in the evening.. but we had to go home and have a change of clothes. But when everyone reached home and saw their beds.... They became extremely lazy plus driving down to shah alam is crazy long tiring and super jam.... so.... We went to Station 1 Sungai long instead... Our first countdown together... LOL... we played dumb games like Jenga.. haha.. whoever tilts the Jenga block will have to do a dare which is written on the Jenga block which they picked and it was hilarious.. haha... Later we played pool around 11.30pm waiting for countdown... When It was time.. everyone counted and we wished everyone a very Happy New Year..  Took my phone out call some very important people to wish them Happy New year and ended my first day with a blast and went home... ^^

WOOOTS~ Edexcel A levels exam started my 2012 with full of stress and tears... I cry a lot when exam comes because I know I wasn't ready for it... Haiz.. 9th January was my first two papers.. And my examiners were okay... hehe... But the papers were.. @.@ OMG.. LOL there were a lot that I already studied for but due to exam stress and being to anxious I kinda forgotten a lot.. I really prayed hard and communicated a lot with God these few weeks.. I've grown much throughout the exam weeks.. Love life weren't in my mind... I grew out of that too... And on the second week... I stopped crying as one person told me crying isn't gonna solve anything. Why not study properly ,get more rest and do my best. ^^ Because God has already planned my life... People around me has given me a lot of support and released a lot of my stress and pressure..My lecturers and friends gave me so much help before the exams... I'm so thankful that they were there as the last minute discussions were the ones that helped me a lot before the exams because those last minute discussion topics came out for exam.  I also want to thank my mom.. my aunt and my uncle that came to fetch from my college after my night time exams... Tzi qing thanks for fetching me to coll early in the morning and studying with me.. ^^ Sue yin thanks for letting me and tzi qing stay in your hse for one night to study together.. Appreciate it a lot. Our studying session hours before exam really saved me a lot as it really did come out for exams.. Thank you sue yin's grandma for her generosity throughout our stay. Her food were awesome and appetizing during those stressful times... Thank you mother and family members who tolerated  my crazy behaviour during exams... Thanks so much Vernon for keeping me from fb-ing and asking me to study.. hehe.. COuldn't have don it without  you.. LOL... PLus voice calling you for the first time was awkward much~ hahaha.. Hope your girlfriend don't mind.. LOL..Have already finished 13 papers.. I still have 3 more to go.. Hope it will be fine... ^^
 
My past year exam papers and revision work sheets.. chemistry biology physics and maths...
My messy full of my books after 3 weeks of exam.. LOL...

 Even with all the exams going on.. I still had time to go receive my Grand Prior badge in Crystal Crown Hotel.. ^^ Super awesome^^ I received it from The Lord Prior. ^^ awesome!!!! Not many people get to receive it from the Lord Prior... hurray...  Its a grand ceremony and not only important to me.. But memorable and meaningful!! An experienced awed by people and an honour to receive it from The Lord Prior of The Order of St John. Though the journey through it was hard and but it was worth it despite the mocking of my mother and family members. Throughout my journey, I've met many wonderful people during camps and have a lot of friends who have helped me and watched me grow from a private cadet to a full fledge corporal adult/trainer ^^ The day of the GP ceremony was tiring cause I had to make so many arrangements and I also had exams that day... tiring-nya.. have to bring my uniform to college.. >< Wrapped it so tightly so that it wouldn't get dirty. heavy also.. After exams around 3.30pm, rushed to Kl Sentral to meet the guys who was already there waiting for me and then I bought the tickets to Teluk Gadong. Took around 50 minutes plus and the KTM was EMPTY!!!! the first time I take KTM and it was EMPTY!! When we got to KTm at Teluk Gadong and Yoong Kooi came to fetch us.. Thank you so much.. He was like our saviour.. hehe... reached Crystal Crown so early... hehehe... 5pm.. ceremony started around 8pm.. Food and speech and performances... Time for the badge presentation. woots~ Super happy and gan jiong at the same time.. hahahaha... Senior officers forced me to drink beer again... T_T But i rejected it hard cause someone told me NOT to drink! LOL... But anyway, Hong Kah who wasn't able to attend to watch the ceremony called me and congratulated me.. at least he called.. LOL...  Went home arund 11pm
 and reached bout 12pm plus... Thanks to Yan Lin's parents... ^^
  My aunt and cousins from Australia is back.. ^^ Awesome in a way and not cool in another. Happy That they are back but not happy Cause I have to sleep in the hall as there isn't enough room.. Too many people... Looking for a place to stay for a week. Anyone wants to give me a place to stay? ^^ Well This is all for now.. CNY Is coming as well... So more ang pau since everyone's back.. hahaa.. But... I wont be able to spend my CNY peacefully until after 4th day of CNY... ^^ Next semester is starting on next Friday right after my last exam on Thursday at 8.00pm. TIring.. but will be doing my best for the next semester because I don't wanna end like now..... Jia you Jia you Pauline Chen..! ^^

Westlife - Obvious [HQ]