Thursday, June 28, 2012

David Choi - Missing Piece - Official Music Video



Missing Piece Lyrics
By: David Choi

I feel like a boat without a sailor
I go where the wind blows
Just moving around like a lonesome stranger
I got no home

In search of a treasure
Some place I don't know
It feels like forever
I'm making my way
Through the hills and deserts
I thirst for hope

I don't know
What I'm looking for
But I'll know
When I find it

There is a missing beat
Inside of me
The rhythm of my heart
Hits unevenly
There's a missing piece
Inside of me

Trying to figure it out
But it amounts to nothing
I want to realize
But nothing I find
Ever feels like the real thing
Can you empathize?

I don't know
What I'm looking for
But I'll know
When I find it

Chorus

I'm lost inside
A cold bitter world
I can't understand the need
It's makes it so hard to breathe

Chorus

"david choi" "missing piece" "that girl" "by my side" "music video" davidchoimusic "this and that is life" "forever and ever"

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Pre , Mids and Post exams..

Exams are finally over. What suppose to be the end is again a new beginning where i'm about to start all over but this time in a place I know well.. A place which I have befriended such good people. A place I can call home. ^^ There is nothing more precious than friends whom I treasure. People whom I have met through tough times who have helped me climbed the mountain and through the terrains.. I thank God for bringing me to Methodist College. It has been a tough 2  months of intense studying and revising. Despite so, I know I did do as well as I expected to but I hope the last minute revising and discussion helped even just a little. God gave me his strength wisdom and courage to continue this journey. I am weak but I became strong. I realize there are many things that I took for granted during this whole exam period. And I thought wrong bout some people. People whom I thought we're my friends, didn't even bother celebrating my birthday for me because it was exam period. Well can't u at least get a cupcake? Sorry? I tried to be understanding. But I know I thought wrong. But I thank God for letting me see who they really are. And what I am really to them. Because it is not worth my time anymore to help this person celebrate and to spend so much time planning for other people. I actually spared time for them and 5 minutes to them is wasting time to celebrate with me? I realize I shouldn't be stupid anymore. I thought if I give my heart, I would get heart. I guess all I got was wind. This was a challenge God gave me. I guess I screwed it up this time round. All I ask for is a simple appreciation. Is that so hard? being important to people is not what I should do. I should put God first  because God is the only one who did not push me away, who did not, not have time for me and who was always there beside me. I'm sorry God that I have put so many things before you. and only come to you when I need you..  Thank you to my family who has helped me and gave me so much time and effort to help me. I owe them so much..
Throughout the whole exams I made fatal mistakes for going out and spending not more than 8 hours per day studying. I only used 6 and sometimes 7 if I am in college. I know I have lost more precious time than anyone in the world.. So stupid of me.. It's a habit I have to change. But I messed up my room and my living room. notes and papers flying everywhere like war zone.. hahha. My table is full of sticky pad paper. writings and colourful highlighted stuff.. And also I found something while packing. haha.. brings back memories when I was chairperson  in St. John of my school.... .





hahaha.. Now it is all clean.. well at least I think it is... No picture cause mom sleeping there.. oopps.. there a lot of things I wanna talk about and anger which I wanna post. But somehow my instinct just told me that if I do say it and post it. I don't thik we would be friends anymore. So yea. From today on. I live for myself to serve God. Not serving others. Because to them I sound selfish. but did they ever look in the mirror? and did they reflect their image and look  at it? I know humans may be selfish but I'm not the only one. And I did not force nor promise anything. I just ask and I wanna express my own feeling. You promised and you broke it, it's not my fault. I agree it's my fault for asking last minute but it was almost 8 hours away. You said yes and I am to blame for you cancelling on me 2 hours before or 10 second before and 30 minutes later? Just reflect. I thought of having fun. But it just spoiled my whole day. I feel so bad for playing like crap due to bad stamina with Chee Lee.. hahaha. And yu xiang for listening me whine.. And sorry if you had to read this piece of crap.. ><

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Pre SPM 2010.. Happy days...

I miss those times with my  buddies when we used to study together without teacher in the class. All the laughter., The discussions.. and the laboratory moments while we do experiments. Suddenly realize all those things i miss doing with you all. The fact we don't come into terms all the times which make us quarrel and fight yet we are still best friends today shows how much fun we had together.Even till now to keep the fire between all of us burning is hard but I know it will and it can continue to burn in my heart but will it in yours? I'm happy to have memories with all of you and I know time is short and forgetful. I hope this memories kept in me last forever. While studying I just remember and miss you guys so badly I have to look through all the old pictures.
I know I'll regret spending blogging now as I will be sitting for my exams in 4 days but I just can't help it. I enjoy blogging as it is part of my life where I can say whatever I want without anyone judging me. I'm sure all that is precious and memorable will be part of my life always. But the past is one thing I miss and love the most.

Just like when we were kids, we wish to grow up... Now it's the opposite where we wish to be a kid again where we can enjoy being happy the whole day without no sorrows and heartbreaks or money and exams. The only thing we worry about is not having colour pencils and colouring books or what time is our favourite cartoon showing. I'm just in the mood of saying whatever I want now. So if you are reading, do bare in mind that I'm talking from everything to nothing and to whatever that comes into my mind. LOL.

I have a bad habit of keeping photos and stuff in one place that if something happens, it is all gone. What happened was my pendrive sort of died, as I gave a pendrive with everything in it to my mum and the smart person who used it tried to use his antivirus to 'wash' away the virus. Now all my stuff are gone. T_T sobss.. but all I can savour is bits and pieces of memories that I have and bits and pieces of memories all over the place. But there still is memories so I'm glad I can find the bits and pieces. Although I've lost a big piece. sobss.. Ok this is all for now as I really need to study. Enjoy my secondary school time pictures.. It's funny. But next time after my exams.. I'll post one blog with all the class pictures from form1 till form 5.. hehe.. something to laugh and  have a memorable time looking at it for those who were in the same class with me, ^^

Froggie Dissection



 Labs.. birthdays... study... and more..












                                                   The class' cute couple staring at each other.
I have no idea what is he staring at....









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                                            they love being superman and ultraman = WEIRD.
                                                                but I LOVE THEM.. ^^

                                                                   The Ultra sweet couple
                                 Despite the quarrels and craziness we're still happy being with each other.
Hope we maintain this friendship forever and after. ^^ I love you guys soooo much.. especially my BFF's
sin nee, stephanie, sheau huei, pennie, chit fei, bee teng, cheng hong. ken ren. wei lek, hon nam. ^^