De reason of being.....

I Have to admit being recognize for the first time after o long by important people and you and the others really makes me happy for the first time af ter so long.. Even being with u since form 2 I didn't really get recognize by you and the others. Plus I had a whole year with u all but I didn't felt appreciated.. But uesterday.. It really change everything and my feelings of being there...  Maybe I with this contented feeling of mine.. I should leave and start another new life with hope... But I still can't forget about you.. WHat should I do?? Should I tell you before I leave or would it just be another disappointment???  WOuld you have any feelings for me? Or am i Just a big sister to you?? But by just your reaction when I told you how other people treat me... I know I'm not important but you know... Your really important to me... You thought me a lot of...  They thought me a lot too... I'm sorry