Wishing for an answer... 120 stars....

I started to fold stars the other day... Since you started to be too busy to talk to me..  ... I just folded stars while wishing I could know the truth.. Questions pop out of my head.. r u ignoring me? i guess not.. thinking too much...Did i say or do something wrong... thinking too  much oso.. You're busy? yeah.. thats wat u said... i made a selfish wish..如果时间能停止在我们开心的时候，那么多好哪！I know its wrong and selfish.. >< But I really miss the days you message me whole day long... But.. now.. the silence of my phone... the coldness of your messages is so deafening.. >< the silence creeps me out... >< I just wished so much.. But... mostly I wish you all the best in everything you do... As long as you are happy thats enough for me... You started to mean something to me.. But I didn't know when it started... You still are. But I know I'm only a friend to you..Your an important friend i don't wanna lose... All I can do is blog and stay behind you.. Hoping one day you know that I'm there.. I should stop it now.. I should start studying.. > Knowing that you were there for me last time when I was studying... but now.. I'm alone.. >< I was really happy the last few months... You made me smile and laugh from inside out... Not just smiling for the sake of smiling like I used to do.. But I really smiled from the inside out.. But now.. aI guess everyone has their own time do grow up and to have their own lives. Not everyone is like me.. immature and thinking too much.... My second last wish... I wish I get to be happy even thinking about you cause you were the light of my day... and it reminds me to smile.... And my last wish is for you to be happy no matter what you do and to remember me as a friend or whatever I was to you... and smile in every situation..... Do not change for the sake of others... Change for yourself....