I kinda felt pressure these few days.. Pressure to think what if I failed to do this?? What if what I do was going to make someone unhappy…?? What if I do that it would make someone one else think differently about me… I really don’t know what I should think about… If I think about you.. would be weird?? Cos u and I aren’t related in any way… I’m just a random friend… Would you be bothered if I’ve gone missing.. I don’t think so…
But I’ve got more important people and stuff to think about… People who does care for me… when I go missing ad when I am feeling down…
My dear old buddies and my new pals… People who l spends hours a day with me.. Understand me.. trust me... love me(i think)... And know who I really am... I love these people.. Spending a day with them worth more than anything i have with you... Cause being with you is just a fantasy I think about and it will never be true,, But with my friends.. Its all real and true,..Its all happening.. I appreciate those people being my friends... I will treasure them.. I hope soon I will be able to drop and lock out all the feelings I have which I have no idea when it came to me...
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