Different...

I’m not gonna chase for anything anymore.. I’ll just be the me.. That will do everything I can do succeed.. and the rest leave it to God… I am not gonna chase after something or someone I really want or maybe unknowingly want… I just wanna be happy.. If chasing for something is gonna make me unhappy and frustrated.. I don’t wanna do it… I will do my best in everything.. I will be the best friend… I will care for everyone like what God wants us to do.. the rest I leave it up to God whether or not he wants my fate to be so or not… I don’t wanna think about it anymore… >< Being dumped and being in puppy love relationship for three years and tasted being single for another 3 yrs… its enough…. I’ve had it… I don’t wanna be reminded of the bitterness i felt .. I grew up regretting being in such relationships… And being upset for getting rejected… My heart has been broken too many times… The next time it gets broke will be the end of it.. I won’t be able to fix… So I am not risking it,….