I'm goonna sooo miss you...

 I’ve spend so much time with you… I’ve talked so much with you.. I’ve grown up with you… I’ve spend 5 years with you… I met you the first time I joined St john… you’re one of the new friends I knew in St john back in form 1… You are the cute and bubbly girl i met and can easily be friends with… Though you were just another friend from another class for four years… But I had more than enough memories with you during form 5 when you were in the same class with me and the every moment of being together with you when you joined my circle of best friends… You became one the best friends I could ever had.. You’re so nice and innocent… You’re so sweet and still bubbly from way back when and soooo… 38 like us… Now… you are all grown up… Pennie Chai who will be going to Indonesia to study.. I’m gooonaa SO MISS YOU ar..!!! Our memories will always last forever.. And you’ll always be my best friend…

 

I really really gonna miss you la.... The best singer in perimbun... The best singer in all of my friends...

Different...

I’m not gonna chase for anything anymore.. I’ll just be the me.. That will do everything I can do succeed.. and the rest leave it to God… I am not gonna chase after something or someone I really want or maybe unknowingly want… I just wanna be happy.. If chasing for something is gonna make me unhappy and frustrated.. I don’t wanna do it… I will do my best in everything.. I will be the best friend… I will care for everyone like what God wants us to do.. the rest I leave it up to God whether or not he wants my fate to be so or not… I don’t wanna think about it anymore… >< Being dumped and being in puppy love relationship for three years and tasted being single for another 3 yrs… its enough…. I’ve had it… I don’t wanna be reminded of the bitterness i felt .. I grew up regretting being in such relationships… And being upset for getting rejected… My heart has been broken too many times… The next time it gets broke will be the end of it.. I won’t be able to fix… So I am not risking it,….

David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

The weirdest day EVER!!!

My mom just told me the most shocking thing EVER!!! I wouldn't think I would here such a freaking AWESOME thing EVER!!! Like EVER!!!
She likes.. Girl.. Its OKAY if you have  a BOYFRIEND.. I DON'T MIND!!! I was like huh?? where did this come from.. Then she continued.. ' Just tell me if you have one and don't try to lie about it...' And i was like EXTREMELY HARH????????????????? I was so shock to hear her say that... But then again.. I don't have a boyfriend so I've got nothing to tell... But then she's like I don't believe u lo... I was huh?? SERIOUSLY lo... she still don't believe me.. so fine lo.. damn sweat and weird day I have... Plus she let me drive today... TOday is such a weird day... what day is it again?? Oh.. Tuesday 30 August 2011.... The historic moment in pauline chen's life... My mom actually said I can have a boyfriend... Ccrazy much....

Its enough that I has to spend my weekends in FRIM… WTH… I didn’t know I’m supposed to stay there… OMG…. I had pack last minute… Not to mention buying OHP transparencies and OHP pens which costs me a fortune… crazy much… buy this and buy thta in the only use the OHP stuff.. the rest of if just trash it out… OMG… urggh.. thats not the bad part.. the worst part is yet to come… >< It was a whole day of crash course on the first day… prepare lesson plan… >< boring~ okla… still can.. normal la… NIGHT time!!!! we went to our rooms and i almost died when i went in… arghhhhhh.. I was so gross… spider webs all over the ceiling and table… the bed had lizard POOP!!! EWWWWWW yuck!!!! the study table was horrible… it had gross stuff on it.. The chair was full of lizard poop… the top of the table had spider web with the spider there… the bottom is gross out.. yucks… had to do all the assignments on the bed which is disgusting…. Lian ee and I were in the same room.. so we had to cover the bed with bedsheets and all… urghh.. luckily the bed sheets were clean… or else we would have to sleep on the floor….><

The next which is sunday.. My visual aid were all done… ^^ and I’m ready…. i’m the second in line to present and it is also important as it is a trial test.. failing which will cost me to be unable to sit for the real exam this coming sunday.. >< after i was done.. It was awful to stare and listen to wat other people have to present cause some of it were wrong and boring.. time came to announce people who failed.. OMG… My heart stopped beating for that minute… and thank god my name was not mentioned… I’m relieved that i passed but i sigh cos i have to do another set of slides ad sit for the test next week.. >< Hope i can complete it and also study for my trials for college.. ><

CPR Steps...

my transparencies..

These are my visual aids plus crazy OHP tranparencies and OHP pens were freaking expensive... ><