Wednesday, May 23, 2012

College Life of 1103Beta coming to an end.

It's funny that I'm missing college life more than I miss secondary school life.. Everyone has been busy preparing for exams and scholarship and degree programs.. I'm busy missing the time I can spend with them and thinking what would it be like without them in college? But I also realized I cannot be who I am anymore. Now that my results from my january results were so bad, I have to actually take another semester to improve my grades in order to be accepted in university for the degree program I've always wanted. But for all that is worth, I really appreciate how God put me into Methodist College, and how He brought me closer to him by getting to know him from Youth Alpha camp. I just want to thank him so much that even though my results are so bad, yet God helped me to arrange my extra semester. Helped me through the times I cried so much because of disappointment and the financial problems for the next semester. All is arranged now and I'm going to sit this exams through and do well in God's guidance. and I'll do  my best next semester to glorify You..^^ But before this here is what happened the past few months of not writing blog.. ^^

Easter Rally was a success despite all the problems and short of time and practice. Again I must thank God for being there and helping us. Guiding us throughout the whole event. We managed to finish all decorations and preparations, practice for our Skid, choir, and worship session. Thank you God. Easter Rally is just an event that we celebrate the Resurrection Of Jesus Christ the Son of God who was sent to Earth to be the Lamb(sacrifice) to save us from sin and to give us eternal life with God after physical death. The event was a success as there were more than 400 people present during the event. ^^ woots~ Praise God.. ^^ After the pastor's sharing and alter call, many raise up there hands and surrendered their lives and accepted Christ. It was a happy day. Thanks to Chee Meng and his refreshments team, we were able to have delicious bread with egg and sausage.. ^^ And thanks to the generosity of Chee meng's dad, we were able to have durian,cempedak,manggo and jambu flavoured ice cream for free. Isn't that awesome. ^^Everyone enjoyed themselves so much and to see so many of my classmate who are non-christian come for this event just to support us. ^^ Eventhough I didn't take many pictures this time round because I was busy with choir and decoration and other stuff. But I was able to serve God. I'm happy to see all the smiling faces. ^^

Despite all the troubles we had been through together during the whole college year, especially because we're the March intake. We start in March so we have 3 months less than the January intake and the college expect us to  score well if not better than the January intake. Not only that, we cramp 16 papers exam into one exam which supposedly divided into two exams. Though some of us flared so well that they got unconditional offer letter to highly recognized university but some of us didn't do so well. We did not look down nor did we ignore better or worst student, but we helped each other out so much and encourage each other. I know I can be a little too overwhelming sometimes as I am very particular about some stuff, but sue yin and tzi qing and zhi kai you have always been there for me,  and helping me with stuff I do not know..And also kenny who has been tutoring me for the past month or two despite being busy. It's all good in God's hands. ^^

Eventhough our semester is coming to and end, Our college didn't let it just end like that but they actually arranged a pre-graduation  party sort of... Called the Suit Up Day. which we all wear formal wear and go to college.. after college we have his awesome picture taking sessions together as a whole cohort(1103). After which we all have a big meal before going home. ^^ The college prepared 50 boxes or Large pizzas for 250 or less students.. Not only there is pizza, there were nuggets, and other stuff.. so full after having 4 pieces of pizzas.. OOppss.. so pig-ish of me.. lol.. But I had fun taking pictures because it's part of memory and it is how we say 'stop time' and the memory will always be in those pictures forever...
Now that suit up day is over, we have our own class photo shoot on the last day of college. ^^ S1103beta's last day, so we took pictures will all 4 our lecturers. But I didn't take it with my physics lecturer though. Sad. Cos I dropped physics. But it is always a memory to me that I can never forget how Mr Tee actually were sad that we had bad grades and he blamed himself for it. It was the first time I see a lecturer or teacher cry for me because I did badly. This is how MCKL warmth and how our lecturer-student relationship is. We to dun blame each other but ourselves, and we think where we didn't do right. I cried that time and I cry now thinking of it. I would never forgive myself for doing badly. Thank you to all my lecturers for you have been the greatest lecturers of all and you all have tried your best teaching me. Being a wretch, I didn't always listen eventhough I'm in class when you all gave your all teaching me. I regret that and I'm sorry. But I will work hard and do my best so you won't feel that way again.. Memories of you all will always be in my heart lecturers and friends.. ^^. Thank God for putting me there and knowing all of you..


Ms Ng(chemistry lecturer) and us

Ms Chia (maths lecturer) and 1103beta
Ms Charmaine (biology lecturer) and us

After that day we all went our own ways. Some remained in college. Studying together in the library. Some stayed at home being book worms. Other are well, being party animals and night sweepers around town. I've been studying and I sat for the first three papers. Biology 6 and Statistics paper. But I was really scared when I had to sit for Chemistry 6 because all these while I'm not sure about most reactions. But because I was studying and memorising like a mad cow, I thought I could actually master that fear, yet I was still so afraid. The God spoke to me. I just took out my phone for no reason and just when to look at some notes.
"Be strong of good courage, Do not be afraid nor be dismayed, For the Lord you God is always with you." Joshua 1:9
I felt a sign of piece and calmness in me. I was able to think straight and manage to go through the exams without panicking. ^^ Praise the Lord. ^^ Now onwards, I will continue to study and pray for guidance and memory. For the Lord is always working beside me, and helping me throughout my life. ^^ I know that and I rejoice in that. ^^ I'm happy for what I have become because You have changed me... I could let go of the past and move forward. Thank you... ^^

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