Saturday, September 24, 2011

dreams.. bad or sweet?

I had dreams i never thought I would dream of.  I had a dream which tore me to pieces. I cried my heart in that dream and also when i woke up... I saw you with another person.. >< Then i went back to bed... But I had another dream. I dreamt of me being with another guy. But I never thought of being with him or even to have anything to do with him. I was like wth??? I think its the world's bigges joke... But anyway.... This afternoon when I slept... >< I dreamt again.. I was on a flight somewhere... but.. with whom? I didn't see who I was with but I saw what was going on outside... war? mountains? tribes? i went back to the past but on an airplane? ehh? crazy dreams...  Then i jump to another scene... a dark scene.. i was scary... i felt the pain and evilness of that dream itself.. the place was horrifying.. But then just that minute.. I felt something warm.. hands which pulled me away from that dream.. far away from that scary place... Is it God? I don't know.. But I'm sure its for the better... But when I woke up... the first thought was.. how r u? r u doing ok there? U didn't call me since last monday... >< the rain made me worry even more... But I didn't see u for two weeks already.. >< looking forward to see u when u come back. but will we get a chance to go out together alone to talk? or will ur boss throw u a stack of work before u go china for job training? ><

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  2. the guy is a dream that will never be true.. a guy who play with my feelings all de time.. a guy who comes when i need.. and den disappear for a long long time.. ><

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