I wonder to myself sometimes whether or not I am good enough to be there... I just can't believe my results is so bad.. This is the first time that I got such bad results... I couldn't believe my eyes.. But its also because I didn't put much effort into studying.. I wasted three weeks of my holidays And I only started studying and revising on the last week.. Impossible.. But I actually did my best to study all I can and I left the rest to God... And God actually answered my prayer and granted me passing marks which are equivalent to what I studied and revised. I deserved such bad marks. But I also wanna give thanks to God for guiding throughout the times I studied and while I was doing my exams. But I also wanna give a BIG BIG THANKS to Sue yin/... tzi qing... jia wen.. mr tee.... ms charmaine.. and ms chia who actually went to college during the holidays to study with me.. guide me.. revise with me... really thanks lots.. and also kenny who actually help em in maths and physics a lot too.. thanks thanks guys... I love you guys sooooo mucchhh.... wanna give u guys a big hug... ^^ but i can't la.. belanja u guys makan next time ok?? ^^
Wow.. the july intakes.. a.k.a julies... There are so many of them... lol... And the nomination/voting of student council members.. Such a pity I didn't join... so sad.. I really really wanted to be a sc member... But my friends thought I didn't wanna be one of the student council so they din bother putting my name in.. haiz... sad ness.... but my fren got in.. Abel Goon... ABel Goon all the way... ^^ hahhaa... so funnny... I hope he gets in though... Well i cant do anything about it now.. So wish everyone the best lo...
Well CF today is awesome... So many people... ^^... And the seniors came back.. ^^ to introduce us to the WAR GAMES!!! awesome.. its just literally people shoot and attack each other with their desired water weapons... haha... But i will be the medic marsyal... I'm only good at first aid stuff.. so kinda my thing.. Its not my thing to join wars.. hahaha...
I hope that I can concentrate more in my studies and stop thinking about nonsense anymore... I Must stop with all this nonsense in my brain.. NO MORE!!!!!!!!! I'm really scared that I can't stop.. I'll pray and pray and pray.. I won't waste anymore precious time.. I will study.. I wanna be de best!!!! I wana change... I wanna change... I wanna be a better... A nicer... a friendlier person... A smarter and closer to God.. I wanna know more..... wanna be of importance. Not just the girl who came and say hi.. or the very short chubby girl..
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