Before I get into trouble again.. I better pull out soon... I don't want it to be too late....
Although I'll try faking it from now on.. But I just can't lie to myself... The Truth of it just hurts so much.. I know It will never come true.. But.... I'm putting so much hope that something will happen... But as time passes day by day.. The chances get slimmer..
And the true form of the disguise is being revealed every single moment... The shedding skin of the wolf... The real form of its true self... Unbelievable but true....
Its the moment of truth... But do I dare to take up this challenge...??? To face my fears??? I don' think so... I'm too much of a coward to do so.... I can only do this when I'm dreaming...
Reality hurts too much sometimes.... Sometimes I wish I will never get up from the sweet dreams I have... But dreams will never last, much less to say to come true... Nightmares last... nightmares come true... WHY??? Why is it so unfair???? Its too much....
People complain of the unbalanced nature and stuff cause they have too much $$ and time.. But have they ever complained about unbalanced forces that make some people miserable?? NO!! NEVERR!!! cause they are too busy thinking bout themselves... Its crap and shit...
I never hope for this day to come.. But it did come that i have to realise the cruelty of the real world.. Leaving fantasy land is the first step.... There is much to see and confront.... Times takes you to places... Places gives you experiences.. and Experiences gives you Courage.. But hope and trust can only be gained once..and so little at a time... Once its gone... Its takes a long while to be healed and regained.. The broken promises... The lies... it will be remembered.. covering the happy stories that we have been through... FRIENDSHIP, LOVE... all gone within a second when the ugly truth is revealed...
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