Saturday, March 26, 2011
The beginning of a new life.....
A new chapter of my life will begin in another 46 hours... Getting 10A's is just the beginning.. The end will be a long long way to go... This is just the path I've taken.. But the road is far from ending..... What if I screw up on the first day??? WOuld I?? Or would i shine too much?? Or am I just thinking too much??? Although turning over a new leaf means forget the past and move on... I still miss my friends... I still miss YOU.... I still think of my friends.. I still think of YOU.... But I know they are happy with their lives... They have their own path to take and I have mine... By our paths will intertwined one day... We won;t travel on parallel road.. We'll travel together in roads that will intersect in the future... Because we'll always be FRIENDS FOREVER... But.. YOU.... You're different.. We go separate from here on now.. Or have we been on separate roads all along?? Even when everyone else is happy for me.. You're the only one who didn't wish me... Not even till today... I really thought you could at least wish me or be happy for me.. But you don't even bother.. This so how much you care... I really felt forgetting you straight away, but somehow, even how much i try to forget.. you'll always appear in my mind.. my heart.... I hope the beginning of this new school life, I can try to forget you ad move on.. I really do.. If I don't... The its over for me.....
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Sunday, March 20, 2011
tired....
I am so tired man... Been busy seeing people's blog... my eyes are like @.@ this already... Been typing meeting minutes trying to translate from english to malay.. OMG I'm so darn tired... My brain is so not working right... maybe cause its been doing nothing but rusting... Although it was in an emotional state of mind this week.. but other than that the thinking skill side is so rusty.... I only think of you I guess... Maybe there is so much of you tat I have no place for other stuff... I'm also in a state that I'm sleepy but I can't sleep.... OMG... SPM results are going to be out in like, 3 days or 2??? What Am I to do?? What if its not what I or anyone else expected it to be?? Would I disappoint myself or others?? Or would be be in such a way that it shocked everyone..?? I hope it turns out good or else I'm dead... Ok.. I ca't think or type anymore.. I guess I'll end it here....
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