Missing Me by Rj Helton

Invictus

Invictus Poem
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.


Invictus Poem by William Ernest Henley.

This poem somewhat inspired me... and the movie was just so touching...

Basketball...

Since the intercohort games started... I just cant believe myself the sportmanship of some people... Some people and just to egoistic to win.. Some just act like watever la.. doesn't matter... Everyone is so different... Some people who looks so decent and sweet.. Turns out ot be really active in sport and quite rough to be honest... Some just show their character  like they always have... And Some team has so much team spirit although they didn't win but they were happy to be apart of something together with their friends.. I also can;t believe myself.. I played basketball.. OMG... This is like the first time of my life that i have ever touch a basketball.. I used to think basketball is for people who only can excel in sports.. Cause it was how it was back in highschool.. But the first ever anime i watched which is of basketball aand team spirit was 'Dear Boys'

  

For the first time I thought it wasn't a dumb game for tall people... hahhaa... But thanks to liew tzi-qing who thought me how to play basketball the right way and not just to simply throw.. during this intercohort game... I started to exercise again... Learning to play basketball and volleyball... Was the most awesome thing I've ever done..I can't believe i can play basketball.. OMG....Love being with my team... they are so awesome.. Lim sue yin... Choong jia wen and Liew tzi-qing(captain).. ^^
 I really hope that after this intercohort thing ends.. We can still play basketball together.. Its such happy times we share together,... team spirit... learning new stuff... ^^ its just so awesome.. ^^

ignored....

Am i just another person that is living in the world but not to be noticed?? Am just another living thing that u can crack jokes about?? Do i not deserve to be loved?? I keep hearing people say God loves you even when people do not... But God can you speak to me now and tell me you love me?? Cause I'm really am in pain and I really need someone to talk to... God you led me to this person I thought I would be friends with. but in the end.. I don't get a respond and i'm just being ignored... I care so much... But what do i get?? A face that says ok... But and expression that says yala yala.. u damn busy body and annoying la... WTH??? argh.... I cry to see someone hurt.. but does anyone cry for me? would anyone cry for me if i'm gone?? Or would i just be another of ur creations that just live in the world to fill up space?

At the cross

I've watch this for so many times.. yet it touches me everytime i watched it.. I kept crying... ><...