My New Year of 2013

Hi.. It's been ages since I actually posted recent happenings due to exams and stuff but I hope it's not too late.. New year~ New resolutions~ and a fresh start.. I'm gonna be 20 soon. oops.. Getting OLD.. But anyway, New Year's Eve was spent with my best friends and best buddies. ^^ We had dinner at Wing's Cafe and then we moved to another placed to play Pool and have a less noisy environment. They had a third round after the Pool and countdown session. I went home early because of my own safety as I am driving alone and I know my mom won't sleep until I'm home unless someone fetches me.. LOL..

After that new year's eve celebration, it was an all out war for Edexcel exams on 7th January which was my first paper and it was Biology 3 and so on for the rest of the month. There were times that I actually wanted to give up, times where I cried, times where I was too stresses out to even do anything else. There are also times where I wasted doing nothing when I could have studied.  But thank God that he always blessed me and always helped me. despite not being to tell me himself about His love and His guidance, he sent his angels to help me.. Thank you my dearest friends, Elizabeth and Wilic who helped me out so much for all last minute revisions, Tzi Qing(in US) & Shen Wen(in US), Kenny(in HK), Max, Dixon, Yu Xiang, Mike, Esther, Stephanie, Sheau Huei, Bee Teng, Mei Kee, Joey and all my beloved friends I could not name for being so supportive , for listening to me fret and being naggy and also withstanding my whiny and emo self.. God was gracious and merciful for He helped me, protected me, guided me and He was my salt and my light when it was dark.. The greatest testimony for God is when results come and I hope all the hardwork and sweat will pay off. Last but not least my family..

Now that exam is over, It's time to party and get ready for Chinese New Year... And time to get to my other New Year Resolutions....
1) Work Hard for exams = Checked!
2) Spend more time with God = Checking~
3) Stop thinking bout Relationships and Being love Sick = NOT check~
4) Uni Applications = On de way~
5) Love more and hate less. = working on it..
6) Don't be so emotional = Working on it~
7) still thinking bout more resolutions... hehehe..

I'm always fallen in love easily maybe it's not called love but sudden attraction. I It causes a lot of misunderstandings, causing much damage to both my friendship and sister-brother bond. The trust is lost and hard to gain back. I'm trying to control but it's a long and hard work. I try not to get to attached but it's very hard when you think of that person Day and Night. What is he doing? Is he Ok? What is he thinking about?? One sided much.. but it's me.. Trying to shake it off~ I don't want to lose another friend especially not you. Because you have made me laughed in moments that I'm down and supported me a lot. You've been sweet but you are treating me as a friend. I must not think too much and fall! Jia you. You can do it Pauline Chen!! Pray more..  :(

Just ending the blog with a word of thanks and love. ^^