The good memory is that I've received so many rewards... The tokoh kokurikulum and tokoh pelajar award 'seri bestari' during graduation.... Graduation is quite boring actually. the only fun part is that I can spend my time with my dear friends which i will be separated from after school life ends... The teacher who had been so nice to me will be missed dearly too.... But most of all is the freedom of school life that will be missed as leaving school means a new life and I have to adapt myself with a whole new environment... I will also miss my st john llife as leaving school also means leaving behind my st john life along with my prefect life.. Thought it has been a burden that I shoulder, it has been part of my life for 5 years and its hard to let go.. even now.... Leaving highschool as means leaving the little kids puppy love that I have been experiencing all this while... Flashing back so much.. I realize I've been really doing many stupid things and to get stressed and cry over little things like puppy love and work is quite stupid.. a long distance relationship wont last. why did i even think of having one... Even the close relationship never work out... why would long term work?? In addittion, fear and no confidence is the biggest challenge that has to be overcomed which I might never recover from the last incident....
Bad memories will not fade but it is shadowed by the happy memories that flood my life.... My experiences in all kinds of fields from international to country life or survival skills thought me a little something bout life.... 'Life as we know it, is tough but when the going gets tough, the tough must get going'. Knowing something like a secret which nobody knows of, I learn to shut my self out and not letting anyone know my feelings... but somehow it just leaks out like water from the unsealed door of my heart... But to know the truth is better than only knowing the surface cracks.... I really was naive but I still miss the old days not now....
There is more to life than meets the eye. When this journey comes to and end on 20th dec, my life will me a new change and I have to be ready for the challenges ahead... National Service is the next stop followed on with college and university life... But now. I have to concentrate on my SPM.. The first week is over and language paper was easy but history paper is history for me.... the challenge only gets tougher with add maths, biology, physics and chemistry... Its all for now.... I will update soon enough....
These are the memories of graduation..... following will be the memories of last day of school life....
My sweet but short school life ends there..... but sweet memories lasts forever....
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