The truth hurts.........(T_T)

It started as a mere coincidence........ I didn't know you..... I only know you as a classmate........... but then your not in my class anymore... so i did not care...... Then we went out together as friends.... we're of the same gang... So its normal to be friends.... To mix around... You were the one I call quiet and innocent type of person thats why I trusted you... I help you and you help me.... Fine... We watch movie together... We have fun together.... We go for trips together... We chat... WE get along....

WHY??? Why must the truth be revealed so soon??? It hasn't been long that I got to know you.... Backstabbing jerk..... Its not like I've done anything wrong.... Did I do anything that cause this or its just you?? Is it your way of telling me I'm like this or am I just too sensitive??? Am I that irritating?? Or is it just cause I care too much???

I pretend not to realize the truth... I pretend to not care..... But I just can't ignore my own feelings.... Its not like my heart is made of stone but its becoming stone... Whenever I really give all my feelings to a friend or whoever I trust.. I thought I can really get it back in return.... But its not  likely to happen everytime....  Evertime I trust someone, it ends up either badly or the secret ends being revealed... Is it true by the phrase "TRUST NO ONE!" As the truth keeps getting revealed.. I learn that your not as innocent nor are you quiet... I guess do not judge a book by its cover should be used.... 

The truth hurts.. but its something that should be endures from now on.. But I can't get over it yet.. for now....
But deep down inside I know there are still a few people I could trust.. Just... that I really don't want to trust anyone.. I don't want to get hurt again and again.. History keeps repeating it self over and over again.... 

' 我不在乎了....... 我不想再理这件事了......我恨不得忘记所有东西..........'
 Its easy to say i don't care.... but it is hard to let go.... Its easy to pretend not to know but its hard to hide the secret....... Its easy to let the anger out but its hard keep the sadness out... 
Everything can be said so easily... But the truth is... Its not easy... There is no easy way out of anything....